Well this sucks

Everything has only gotten worse.

For starters Marisa, Caterina, Gigi and I planned to meet each other at the park down the street one morning and play basketball then go jogging. That morning I get the text from Marisa that they're leaving so I slip on my running sneakers and head out. I got to the park only to find it friendless, much like myself, and I called Marisa. She doesn't live as close as I do from the park but I left my house 20 minutes after she texted me. She didn't answer her phone and no one else did either. So I sat there for 30 minutes alone, killing the time by doing crunches and whatnot. Finally I called Marisa's house and her grandma told me that she was at Gigi's house with Caterina. This ticked me off insanely. THEN I call Gigi's house and her father tells me that they walked to town. Now I'm really fueled and start walking in the direction of town while continuously trying to call each of the girls phones. Finally Marisa calls me back and tells me that they stopped in town to get hashbrowns and coffee. So I jog the rest of the way and when I'm only a block away from town Marisa texts me.

Are you coming? -Marisa
I'm almost there- Scarlett (me)
To the park?- Marisa
No to town...-Scarlett (me)
I told you we left town and were going to the park-Marisa

At this point I was ready to smash my entire phone into the ground. Luckily for my phone I have some self control. Now after waiting for a half an hour while doing crunches, only to find out that my friends flipped the plans without telling me and were currently stuffing their faces you could guess that I wasn't happy already. Not only was I unhappy, I was furious. The only thing that seemed to make me feel any better was that I was going to stay thin and they were going to be gaining tons of weight from all that sugar and grease. But once I started walking back up one of the most murderous hills in all of town I totally lost my cool and started crying. Marisa texted me again saying that they were just walking into the park then and I should meet them there if I still wanted to.

I weighed my options. Run home and have to explain to Dad why I was already home or go to the park and whine and be a bitch all day. Then it hit me that it was Caterina's birthday. Damn. I decided that maybe if I go to the park and just brush it off that it could score me some brownie points with my friends. I know I'm not always the nicest person and that I can get aggitated really easily so I tried to play it cool. I figured that was part of the reason why they acted so differently now.

Then later that night after we had lunch at Papa Razzi and went shopping I was suppose to sleep over Caterina's house and so was Marisa, but she bailed earlier because she was dyhydrated and wasn't feeling well. Caterina's grandma had to stay over because something was happening in her family so I offered to stay at my house instead and she said that was fine. We made these plans on the last day of school and already they were majorly altered. Then Caterina said that she didn't think she could because she made plans with her Mother for a birthday breakfast...THE DAY AFTER HER BIRTHDAY. Then I has lost all hope.

Around four o'clock today I texted Caterina.

Hey what's up?- Scarlett (me)
Nothing, really super bored- Caterina
Wanna come over?- Scarlett (me)
No one's home and once my Dad gets home there is gonna be another Amy bomb and they're gonna be fighting so no one can drive me- Caterina
Walk over...I'll meet you in the middle- Scarlett (me)
Well are we gonna do anything?- Caterina
I guess not...-Scarlett (me)

I just read on Marisa's myspace status that she was home with Caterina. Earlier today when I asked what she was doing she said exactly this:
"At Gigi's with Nelly, we're going to Bensi at 5 and then I'm going home to get my stuff and then I'm sleeping over Nelly's house to go to the beach tomorrow"

I'm not the jealous type that has to be included in every plan, but does that mean Caterina is going to the beach with her tomorrow? Why wouldn't she invite me? I'm her BEST FRIEND right?

S-A-V-E S-C-A-R-L-E-T-T!!!

xoxox